defeat

Well, so much for the manifesting and 10 miracles. Got my final kick in the teeth last night when I got the "congrats" email about the new owner of the site I wanted.

I've been beaten. Sure - when one door closes another opens somewhere... but by the time I find it, it will close on me too.

This door has to come find me.

Crappy attitude? Sure. Reality bites.

So I guess you gotta take a day off sometimes. Gonna listen to some motivational recordings and start all over tomorrow.

Plus the season finale of Hell's Kitchen is on tonight :).